i'm like feelin so down now. no mood to blog too but i just have some things to say.
i'm really not sad over my results la, so what if i get 16 points? in fact i was quite satisfied becoz a couple of some subjs that improved. like english- F9 for mid year and now B3. chem- frm C6 to B3. the thing is i'm freakin disappointed with maths. my only hopes for a1s all the while throughout sec 3 and 4. now both a2. practically the reason why i cried even before i knew my results, mr ng told before steppin into the hall. haiz. i got 3a2, the rest b3, b4 for humans.
come to think of it, its really unfair to take only l1r5. some people hav Cs or even fail some, but l1r5 still better than me. i might as well dont spend time studyin some subjects, spend time on only 6 subs. change some of my Bs to Cs, den the rest A. wouldnt that be better? wad for all constant Bs?
was cryin while chattin with amin just now. just found out almost EVERYONE are putting NY as first choice, AND WHAT?? that leaves me not a chance at all. i'm damn sad becoz of this la, love the people, love the place.
cant bear to leave NY.
million thanks to those who cheered me up that day.