sigh everything seems so wrong, so wrong
i never wanted all these to happen
i'm sucha mean person, i just cant stop blaming myself..
but since it happened, i hope there wont be regrets
i am relieved you made your decision
i should learn to have some confidence in myself
i am afraid..
afraid i wont be able to replace her in your heart
that i am only a substitute
pardon me for my foolish mindset
we'll be v happy soon.. right?