feeling pretty down right now.
i'm not blaming anyone. just upset about the situation i am in, having to overcome periods of loneliness. although i know the fact that i am not because i know there are people who care. but even when i'm with friends, even when i am having a conversation with someone, even during meals, somthing is amiss. something is missing..
u all know me, i am emotional, i cry easily, i am totally dependent on people i love. i can be independent as proven when i am single when situations are totally different. but things are no longer the same anymore.
i need 2 things.
LOVE & TIME.
when deprived of either of these.. i'm a goner. you know you gotta make it up with something else.. words of assurance, promises, actions. not just leaving it like that. once we have come so far to a stage like that, it can only go higher or maintain.
it's not easy
no matter how hard i try, it ain't working
i guess this is me