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Baby's birthday. i should be happy!
one word.
JEALOUSY shall explain it all. what the hell is wrong with me. being sensitive over small issues and getting sad easily. these could have been totally avoided. i'm still in the midst of forgetting. love is so vulnerable, trust is about everything!
as i switched over the channels this evening, 1 statement made by a man in channel news asia caught me. it goes:
if you lower your expections, you'll get more satisfactionof coz, it doesn't apply to all circumstances, definitely not in the case of studies. to me, its more for relationship between people. if you contribute, you dont have to receive something in return to feel blessed, satisfied, happy whatever. and i think thats the problem with me. the more i contribute, the more i yearn and expect for something in return which totally shouldnt be the case. sighh..
to give- is a blessing. burn these words in me
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY ALVIN!
i love you