Random thoughts of a Broken Heart
the loneliness does kicks in some times, it takes every bit of effort to control my emotions in school. pffft! only at home i feel at ease, i feel protected. and i am totally thankful i have a close family. my parents, my brother, they care for me alot! and i sense it, every lil thing they do for me to cheer me, i do notice you know. and thanks dad for advices!
nonetheless, my besties in sch. though sometimes a lil less connection, coz they're into chinese songs and they know all about the singers and stuff, while i just listen to songs. furthermore, they've been in china tgt for 2 months, reminiscing their memorable trip. it just makes me recollect aussie times... but i dont blame them at all :)) i still love them alot, they've always been there for me! showering me loads of care and concern, i'm sure QiLu knows how it feels like being loved by classmates. XING FU right??
yea i wanna thank soo many people know, Kar Mun, Feng Feng, Shirlene, Raven, Qi Lu and Khai :) km for sharing all her experiences, feng for consoling and making effort to walk with me to lessons in the morn. omg and there's so much more.. just wanna say, i'm a sensitive girl, okay everyone knows that, like everything u all did for me, i noticed :) and oh i gotta mention about Khai! my FYP mate, though he can be annoying at times, hehe, i know the mean stuff he does, he does it for me. he really cares abt me, i dont know how to put it, like he thinks of the consequences for me and stuff. appreciate alot :) sorry for ignoring, you know... short attention spend :)
P.S: dont worry people! i know what i'm doing and what i am capable of doing, i do know when to stop. just that there's limits and sometimes, it becomes too overpowering, i go nuts. so you, shut up will you?
*DREAMS: my dreams are so vivid, sometimes, most of the times, i have to remind myself and bring myself back to reality before i put my feet on the ground.
*ever wondered why a girl wants/loves to have an ELDER BRO? 3 words: sense of security :D
*my next week is totally packed!!! BUSY BEE IS BUSYY AS HELL :)
*hehe. THURS :) i can smell the goodness coming. bro is finally coming back! plus NAZEEYA is turning 19. O.M.G
oh what a boring entry