Have you ever wondered abt how it feels like when you die? or even whats gonna happen after your death.. where you'll end up and things like that. i did. but, to me, its a BIG BLANK. i dont know

its a pretty scary thing isnt it? people hardly think about it.. only when it happened to people around me, then did i realize life is so fragile. as in extremely fragile. it can happen to one healthy individual with no warning.. or even to one who's death was expected but just a matter of when. double deaths. at this time of the year? coincidental or what? its so sad, so scary..

no more visiting for me eh.

sighh these few weeks had been exhausting. both mentally and physically! pffft, FYP is finally over. but to be honest, i'm not overjoyed. perhaps just relieved? i loved the project, committed to it, did alot, learnt alot.. i just hope my efforts do pay off and hopefully get what i deserve.

FYP down, but there's much more undone! i just can't wait to graduate!

on another tone, i guess being too forgiving can be a disadvantage because ppl tend to take advantage. gotta have a stronger character seriously. im a lil sick of having always to give in. and like what nana says, forgiving is not a problem, it just takes time. but i'll always remember..

I HATE CRYIN. look bloody ugly in pics luhh. PFFT